Saturday, December 27, 2008

it's like there's some kind of fog.

free will versus destiny and all that. what's actually so disconcerting is that i don't know myself. is that the same thing? it feels different. isn't it usual to know what you're thinking and feeling while you're doing so? what happens to our humanity if we can't find out what's going on inside our own heads?

am i human?

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

you see, it's not that you can't figure out what you feel, it's that you don't even try. you can't make a promise because you don't know if you can keep it; what if no one was asking for a promise? just say that you feel what i do for right now, and let that be enough. in the end, it's not like there's a difference anyway.

if what you're really afraid of telling me is that you don't feel like that, then it would be so much better for everyone if you just said so.
i'm a magician, not a psychic, jim.
of course, i really shouldn't have told you anyway

Sunday, December 21, 2008

why would you not talk? what does it solve to go away?

Saturday, December 20, 2008

will you at least think about it?
no.